perpisahan yang terbatalkan

udah tiga kali aku bilang "take a good care of yourself, my dear one..."

dan sekarang untuk yang ketiga kalinya aku harus mengakui dan --sepenuhnya-- menyadari bahwa aku akan mengingkari kata-kata itu..

bahwa aku tidak bisa mengatakan kalimat perpisahan itu.

bahwa aku ingin tetap dan --sampe sekarang-- terus tetap ada di sini.

bahwa dia jauh namun tetap terasa dekat.

bahwa doa-doa untuknya dan untuk kami masih terus terucap.

bukan.

bukan salahmu aku seperti ini.

sepenuhnya bukan salahmu.

dan gak ada yang perlu dipersalahkan.

ini hanya harus dilalui, dijalani.

apapun yang menanti kita di ujung jalan sana.

aku mohon..

ijinkan aku ya...

dan keingetan aku pada salah satu lagu Jonas Brother. 

give love a try..

You, you like driving on a Sunday

You, you like taking off on Monday

You, you're like a dream, a dream come true

I was just a face you never notice

Now I'm just trying to be honest

With myself, with you, with the world

You might think that I'm a fool

For falling over you

So tell me what I can do to prove to you

That it's not so hard to do?

Give love a try, one more time

'Cause you know that I'm on your side

Give love a try, one more time

How did it play out like a movie?

Now every time you speak it moves me

And I can't get your smile off my mind

And your eyes, when I saw 'em for the first time

Knew that I was gonna love you for a long time

With a love so real, so right

Well, you might think that I'm a fool

For falling over you

So tell me what I can do to prove to you

That it's not so hard to do?

Give love a try, one more time

'Cause you know that I'm on your side

Give love a try, one more time

One more time